As I am writing my first blog, my mom is upstairs listening to BILLIE JEAN from her new MJ cd she bought yesterday. MJ may he rest in peace.
So, one of my biggest problems with my faith, isn't the fact that i don't believe in Him, its the fact that i dont trust Him with my all. Honestly its not because i dont want to, it's because its one of the hardest things to do. Ive grown up doing things on my own, I didnt really need to rely on anyone cause i got things done. From getting a job as soon as i got my driver's liscense, to paying my own bill (credit cards, cellphone, school, allowance blah blah blah.etc). Yes, when Ne-yo introduced his "Miss. Independent" song, i was like "ohhhh snaps heres my newest anthem". So how am I suppose to just give it all to Him?? Through every stressful time, i felt God telling me "Have faith in me", and yet i continued to just brush it off and try to figure out a way to fix the problem on my own. I'm just used to being independent, i can't help it. My life is getting more stressful as we speak, and I'm starting to feel the weight of this world on my shoulders. Im starting to realize that i alone can not conquer everything of this world, and that having faith in not only my own human strength but having faith in Hin will be the only way i can breathe once again.
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3 comments:
amen..
p.s. i like the song ("my life would suck without you")
hahaa yea thats i loveee kelly clarkson...one of my fave. songs as well!
"Truly, truly, I say to you, when you were young you used to dress yourself and walk wherever you wanted, but when you are old, you will stretch out your hands, and another will dress you and carry you where you do not want to go." (This he said to show by what kind of death he was to glorify God.) And after saying this he said to him, "Follow me." - John 21:18-19
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