Many blessings

I got a letter in the mail yesterday from USC denying my acceptance. I was sad, actually I was a little more than sad. Even though a part of me was crushed, I had no doubt in my mind that I was going to be okay and that God was behind everything. If I got into USC I was willing to come out of undergrad with debt, although I couldn't help feel overwhelmed with the idea of having to pay back loads and loads of money upon finishing school. I think God knew what was best for me even though I tried to ignore that one feeling where you know what the right thing to do is but yet you just ignore it. From the moment I got the full ride to the CSULB, I knew that somehow I would go there. So for me to have gotten in USC would have been somewhat of more stress for me. It's just that sometimes when you want something so bad you kind of ignore everything around you, even if the best route is going the other way. CSULB is a free ride, closer to my house, and let me say this again, it's FREE! And yet I knew what the best path was for me, but I ignored it and in the end got my hopes up. WHATEVER dude, yah it sucks but too freaking bad. I've been blessed so much already and I just need to be thankful for what I've been given. I got into 4/5 schools that I've applied to and been given full rides to 3 of them, and I dont think a lot of people can say the same thing for themselves. I am really really thankful for the blessings HE has given me and I plan to be the best student possible at CSULB. Adios community college, you will not be missed.