Lets be OPTIMISTIC.

So i lost a $100 today. I am so angry at myself but honestly theres nothing i can do..so yea all i have to do now is get over it... the past is the past right?? I just hope whoever took it will be using it for a good cause... maybe it will help them buy a textbook they needed.... please dont spend my money to buy drugs. I still want to believe that there are good people out there and not everyone is bad and has no heart. There are good people still out there!!!! Its better to be optimistic in situations like this cause the more pestimistic you are about it... the more its gunna eat you up inside and thats one feeling i dont want to experience. Ahhh i feel a little better now that i told myself to be optimistic...

Today is my sisters bday, we will be going to out to dinner. She is 25 now, wow... she's old..and im still young... that also made me feel a little better. Happpy bday to the quarter centurian.

Today i spent the whole day with my mom. We had mother and daughter day..something we didnt have in a while so it felt good to spend some quality time with her. As i was driving her to some place she wanted to go..she told me a very interesting story. When i was still in my mom's womb, the doctor told her that she would be having a son...ofcourse my dad was uber excited about the news..but little did they know that instead of the son that they celebrating about..it would be me..a princess:) hahah i laughed when my mom told me this because my dad had everything planned out... he would teach his "son" soccer and they even threw a $3000 party while my mom was preggers... ohhh how dissapointing..sorry dad. When i came out the doctor announced "congrats you guys had a princess"...lets just say..my dad wasnt the proudest parent out there.. haha i hate soccer. But after the that story she also told me another very interesting story. I dont know if its a korean women thing but i always hear stories of expectant mothers having special dreams about their kids. Women who will be having daughters usually dream about beautiful jewlery or plump delicious looking fruit. Well when my mom had me..she said she had a dream about being on a clean sandy beach with sparkling jewlery scattered all over the beach (uhhh mom.. hint hint) but this is where it gets super interesting..for those of you who dont know, i have a half sister whose like 29..but anyways when my mom was preggers with her she said she had this one particular dream here it goes. My mom said this " when i was pregant with your half sister i had this dream that pretty much told me the future about my kids (at this time i looked at her like she was crazy) she continues.. as i was walking down the street from home, there was a street vendor selling fake jewlery and out of curiosity i started looking at his collection (wow mom..really? fake jewlery?? it makes my skin turn green and were worth so much more..how could you?) she continues.. as i was looking at his collection i found 3 gold rings that were actually real 14K gold and those were the ones that i fell in love with but your sister's (my real sister jessica) and your was a lot different and thinner than the one from your half sister's and i woke up after that and i asked your grandmother what my dream meant and this is was she told me "looks like you'll be having 3 daughters"..and look at me now..i have 3 daughters and nothing more and nothing less". (end of story) OMG i dont know about you guys but thats pretty trippy/cool beans right??!