I feel it in my fingers.

Wow. To capture 2010 in one word i would have to say that WOW would pretty much do it. 2009 was a horrible year, and 2010 wasn't what i expected but it sure was one hell of a ride. Now that i look back on it, 2009 was really all part of His mighty plan. Lets take a walk down memory lane shall we? I worked my butt off to become a nurse only to realize that life had a different direction for me. I actually made it into nursing school only to turn it down. Now who would have thought? But by me turning it down wasn't the end of my life. 2010 you have shown me the world in a whole new color. I learned things about myself that i probably would have never known if i hadn't experienced the things that went on in 2010. I've learned, the place is a much bigger place than anyone can imagine. My gungho-ness towards nursing had only shut me out of imagining greater things. My goal to help those who need help does not only happen in the hospital but all over the world. I was so blind to the possibilities that are out there, but having to let go of the nursing path only opened my eyes to the things unseen. I would like to think of it as a fair trade. One door closes and another opens, they say. This is true. In the past i thought i would die and let myself down and consider myself a failure if i didn't go thru with nursing, and i was wrong. I am not a failure, i did not let myself down, and obviously i didn't die. True, i didn't go with the whole nursing thing, but i've come to realize how much stronger i am than i give myself credit for. This is only the beginning of my new journey, i haven't failed myself, i have succeeded into someone greater for not just for the world but also for myself. I learned to make new decisions and I've learned to let go. I've learned to catch the rocks that life throws at you and pick myself up every time i fall. 2011 will be a great year, i can feel it in my fingers and i can feel it in my toes. 2011 will be a year where i start in a new university, with a new major, meet new people, and laugh as much as possible even if the skies are gray.