2010 for the win.

Happy New Years to all that do take time to read my blog that i try to update as much as possible. Resolutions are great to make but very hard to keep. For once my resolution this year wasnt to lose weight. There are far more important things going on in my life then having to worry about losing mass loads of weight. I no longer want to be a debbie downer on life. I will try to see the good things in the bad things that may happen to me. Lets be optimistic yes? The cup is half full rather than half empty and life doesnt suck all that much if you sit down and really think about it. I mean sure, shit happens, but what are you going to do about it if you just sit on your ass all day and just sulk about it. I learned that the hard way ofcourse. 2009 wasnt the best year for me, but by me being a total debbie downer about it didnt make anything better, it made me feel even worse. Thinking back on it now, it was a great learning experience. There will always be someone in a worse situation than myself. I want to be happy again, not just happy on the outside but to be really happy from the inside out. When people ask me how i am i want to be able to smile at them and say "im good" and really mean it. So what my academic life wasnt the best in 2009, like Aliyah said "dust yourself off and try again". I'm not dead yet, and that means i still have time to make right. If nursing is something i want to do, and yes it is something that i really want to do, then i will do it. I will do whatever it takes to be what i want to be, and yea it sucks that ill be in school forever but you take some and you lose some. There will always be bumps on the road of life, its up to you on how to approach that bump and move on. I woke up this morning the sunshine was shining i put on my happy face, im living im grateful, im breathing im thankful, i put on my happy face.