Sometimes i just want to pack my bags and go somewhere far...and when i mean far i mean far. Somewhere out of the states and into another time zone. Somewhere i dont see a lot of my own people. How does Rome, Greece, Paris, Italy sound? I have no money to do that on my own, but a part of me just wants to leave anyways because when i get there, i will somehow find a way to make it through. I feel like i'm missing out on an experience that only comes once in your life. Cause as you get older...the more of that experience you slowly but surely miss out on. Im turning 21 in January...i feel like ive accomplished nothing, and the only thing ive accomplished is the fact that i can pay my bills on time. So many questions i ask myself these days only come back with one answear..."i dont know". Im tired of doing the same thing over and over again..i want fresh air to breathe and new friends to play with...different faces to encounter. Theres a whole world out there and i feel like its calling my name and waiting for me to hop on the next plane to somewhere and just leaveeeee! Maybe ive been watching too many movies..maybe im going crazy...but i want a story to tell, i want to able to say that ive been somewhere totally out of my element and had a wonderful time. I want to go to England and make friends with british accents and i want to go to Paris and kiss someone under the eiffel tower(ok that was cheesy but still a girl can dream), i want to go to Italy and have the best italian food at the crumiest italian restaurant...i want OUT of california. Im i missing out on life??
